Baby # 3 is on its way! We are THRILLED to be pregnant with baby number three. I am SOOO excited!!!! Once again our kids will be spaced 15 months apart. So if we're being REALLY specific then we'll have 3 under 2.6ish years.
If you weren't in church on Sunday morning, you missed the official announcement.
"Josiah is going to be a BIG BROTHER!!!!!"
It was Josiah's dedication at church this past Sunday. Many of our family members were there. We had talked to our Brother in Law, Mike Lewis, who was dedicating Josiah and asked him if he would sneak in that announcement for us. So Sunday morning came. We actually made it to church on time for the 9 AM service. (Thank the LORD!) Josiah was SO good for his dedication. He didn't cry when he went to Uncle Mike. He played with the microphone pretty much the entire time. It was awesome. THEN after praying the announcement came. I couldn't hear a THING but thankfully I caught the words as Mike spoke them, so I had a chance to glance and all of our family and give a little mischievous GRIN. I am sure a lot of them suspected it. I am sure a lot of them KNEW it was coming SOONER then later. Now they all know!
I am thrilled to say that this time around I'll be going through the pregnancy stages with two of my sister in laws. Many of you know Jodi West. She is due October 24. There is also Vernisa Janzen (Jesse's Wife) who is due about December 8. I am excited especially to walk the journey with these two other special ladies. I LOVE that we'll have cousins all within a month and a bit of one another.
So I suppose you're wondering when I'm due. I just got the "official" word today. I am due November 12!!!!!!!! I will celebrate my 25th Birthday on November 3.... If I go overdue I COULD even have the baby on my Mom's birthday of November 20th. This being said, I believe that Uncle Tim has the best shot at sharing his birthday which is November 11... I think.... cripes... Sorry Tim... 11? or 18?... HHmm.
I had a dating ultrasound on April 20th. During the ultrasound the technician asked me twice "You haven't had ANY sort of bleeding or spotting?" I was rather shaken in a way that she would ask twice. She reassured me that Baby looked great. We even heard baby's heartbeat and saw her (haha!) move on the screen. Its AMAZING to think that at 10.5 weeks the LIFE that is growing inside of me is SO little yet SO alive!!!! God is amazing.
Today, I had my first Doctor's appointment since the ultrasound. They had wanted to see me earlier. Now I know why. As it turns out, I have two tears in my placenta. The Doctor basically said that I am fortunate that this baby is still alive and well. She said that I "need to make it through the next two weeks and hope that baby does as well." After the two weeks I should be out of the danger zone though I will need to be sure that over the next month I am taking it easy on myself. What does that look like? Fortunately, its not bed rest. I'll need to be careful how much I lift Josiah. I need to not be lifting Jacob. I need to keep being on my feet to a minimum- just do what I need to do... at least for the next two weeks. I need to pray and I need people to pray for me & baby as well. There IS HOPE. This CAN heal.
I won't lie. I had a bit of a teary moment today. I was trying to be strong to not be afraid or let fear get the best of me. "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." 2 Tim 1:7. A friend recently posted on her blog how "Fear is the opposite of Faith."
I've been singing the first verse of the song that says "The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom then shall I fear should I be afraid."..... I Googled the lyrics, and instead of the lyrics I got a few Bibles verses together. I liked it. It seems quite fitting.
The Lord is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is my life, my life's refuge;
of whom should I be afraid?
1. Hear, O Lord, the sound of my call;
be gracious and answer me.
For you, O Lord, my heart is longing.
With all my heart your face I seek.
2. Your presence, O Lord, I seek;
do not hide your face from me.
Do not in anger turn away your servant.
You are my help; do not forsake me.
3. I believe I shall see the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.
Be strong; let your heart take courage.
Wait for the Lord, wait for the Lord.
Psalm 27:1, 7-8, 8-9, 13-14.
I've been reading up on tears of the placenta. I am thankful to read that in a lot of cases it DID indeed heal itself. Things got better for MOST people. There were still those who lost their babies though. Many woman who's babies survived WERE born prematurely however. A friend of mine just wrote to me telling me her story. She had the same thing with her second. Her baby was born at 32 weeks. From the sounds of it her case was a lot more sever. I am thankful that there is someone who has been there. I know it wasn't a great place to be, but she spoke of how God taught her to really trust Him. ( Friend, I hope its OK that I just wrote this of you. I am thankful for you. Thank you for your words.)
So where does this leave me? This leaves me with a smile on my face because I am going to chose to put my trust in our Heavenly Father. I am going to chose to have FAITH. To allow God to be MY EVERYTHING. I am going to be THANKFUL that I have so many AMAZING people around me whom I know that I can count on to help in the process of "[getting] through the next two weeks." I know that I will be surrounded both physically and through prayer. I will KNOW that “… suffering leads to perseverance, perseverance leads to character, character leads to hope.”.... I will rest in the PEACE of our gracious Lord... and have hope for PEACE this year. *big grin*
Can I just tell you one last thing? I was just thinking that I've had a girl's name picked out ever since I was pregnant with Jacob. It hasn't changed. I STILL LOVE IT! I think I came up with it. It seems very typical as if you've heard it before. Yet, I cannot find it in ANY name books or online. So I was just sitting here thinking of IF this baby survives and if it is a girl how she will have THIS name. I decided when I came up with it that it was to mean "A life of GRACE" because of its root name. Wouldn't it be really neat if by the GRACE of God this baby survived, and it was a girl and it would hold the name with a meaning "A life of Grace". I think it would. That makes me smile... ok and if we're being honest it makes me want a girl JUST so I can tell her this. Of COURSE I would LOVE another boy however. As the saying goes, "I really don't care as long as the baby is HEALTHY."
Thank you in advance for your prayers.
Thank you for stopping by!.... I leave you with a picture of one of the pictures from our dating ultrasound. As well as its special place in our home.
Love, love.
SIDE PROFILE of Baby #3 @ 10.4 weeks. Measures about 1.5 inches.

"The Art Wall" as I call it, is now home to one of my favorite quotes as well as the dating ultrasound pictures of Baby #3.
